sawyer ([info]angrybonsai) wrote,
@ 2008-02-03 06:56:00
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and and and i i i see see see out out out my my my window

and the clouds are shot grey with the winter's work, the sun rising imperceptibly behind them


there are people out there like me i know i know i know they are there they write like me they write and think like a do a little and we are not insane maybe just paranoid and maybe maybe just schizophrenic a little a little a little disfused from society maybe a a a a a they they are there are thare there thate arthe earthe hearthearetharetherehear here hear thear there



and it gets worse as it get by myself and its get get get worse when when when i my my my especially when when when when


uninterrupted save for  some some some i just just just dont dont dont see see see how anyone (i) can behave or think like a normal person (a coherent person, a normal person, a decent person, a dependable person, a person) i mean why would you anyway that seems very boring to me its much more enjoyable to be close to fear, schizophrenia, paranoia, alienation and loneliness

it it it i i i dont dont dont just what might little am did is (not) are (there_ ) place cant (reach) for when (space) you it seem she in to by for (two by four) four four



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[info]astriaos
2008-02-03 11:35 pm UTC (link)
Life is what you make of it. Karma and Dharma are real and if you're good to others and find peace within yourself through stillness of the mind you will probably do better than by being a psychotic asshole.

Take that as you will.

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[info]angrybonsai
2008-02-07 03:36 am UTC (link)
hey i would like to contest the whole psychotic asshole thing

schizophrenic is not necessarily psychotic and withdrawn isnt necessisarily asshole



i can find a stillness in movement in a way

i can find a peace in myself but really how i write on here isnt how i talk to others in real life, just is how i think, in actions toward others i am in no way a jerk or an asshole (i hope so i certainly try to be nice)



anyway i watched more videos of fred rogers on youtube and i find his words very powerful and very moving and very useful i have forwarded those videos onto some of my friends and they agree that he was a very good man so thanks for sharing those you have had an impact

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[info]astriaos
2008-02-08 01:10 am UTC (link)
Ah. Understood. Forgive me for seeming harsh, it was not my intention,

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